
How is having sex with someone you love so much and not feel anything; Be in you and putting into tears, because you can not feel anything for him. You feel mechanical doll that just being there on time. Mind I run for a bit in a song that speaks for the ultimate lap. The embrace that you do not need because you do not need excuses, no apologies necessary. How long can you feel this hug you think. And while the other is inside you, you feel the need for someone to fill the endless void you feel. The gap digs each day passes the loneliness you feel. No one but no one you love can not fill in because they want because they can not because not possible. Sex with someone you were in love is hell and you want to go. It ends in catches lap, get up panic to get a bath and feel your tears be one with running hot water in your face. Turn around and waiting in bed to sleep. In love, there is not love him, just being in love with another. The early morning leaving like a thief, do not wake up and have to explain. Luckily he saw it crying. Fortunately I did not understand the emptiness inside you. You get in the car, opens the window to hit the air breakfast and hear:
I dont care where you ve been tonight
It is of no cosequense, my dear
Just stay here in my arms, my lover
If the rest of the world could disappear, then I wouldn't care.
Cos I'm on fire.