looked out the window of the hotel and thought. He saw people casually walking on the beach and thought: This life I want. I know it is not real, but I want to live a little bit differently. Life is for the adventurous. Although it has changed her life 3 times now as a result of circumstances, that escapism is not the leaves. This unfulfilled. Must stop for a while to run and see exactly has arrived. On the job, relations with her life. Looking back out and look left property at sea. On the job, as there have been back and forth, has found about what he wants, has found the place he wants to do more for long. In relationships, choices is the last 5 years just tragic. From unavailable emotionally unavailable to normal and so on. Weeping why this thought, it hurts. The thought that she alone is responsible. It's easy to blame the heart that chooses, but girl have to have logic sometimes. No have to go with all your strength to the wall, ignoring the little voice that tells you not. With her life; Ok, could also be better, but very good. Music, friends, travel, books, loved ones, sex, job satisfaction. Not bad.
Only loneliness, a few moments. And the fear that likes to be alone anymore, so that ultimately makes the wrong choices consciously. Because if dinesai after you stay at Leipzig. Lipsi feel today. In this wonderful place. He feels it's missing something that will never find. The advice of "friends" sound as funny. Because when you feel the pain, the others heard like a silent movie subtitles.
stop running. Arrived.
